A Short Course on Believing for Those Who Don't
- Strike the verb Believe from your vocabulary, for now at least.
It's misleading.
- Put away books on the subject, for now at least. That includes ~The~
Book (whatever that might be). Later you can go back and really enjoy
it/them.
- Learn three new transforming words: Wow! Aha! and Yo!
Wow! is for Awe. It's whatever knocks you on your ass with wonder. Usually
you will find it in (Mother) Nature, whether in the Big Bend or the
Andromeda galaxy, but it might show up in a houseplant or your cat. (Your
cat will be happy to foster this notion.) Very often small children and
sweet old people are a source of wonder. Trees are my fave. Prepare to
be amazed at all time. Avoid being Cool. Beauty is everywhere. Find it.
Aha! is for seeing how everything is Connected- literally everything. Go
out and find these Connections. Be really watchful. Pay attention all
the time. Don't bump into people in hallways, but rather experience them
and discover what you have in common with them. Listen, touch, really
experience whatever it is you're doing or others around you are doing.
Never run for a moving rig. Everything counts.
Yo! is about Identity. Show up: Know Who you are. Know who I am. First
get physical. Start with your body, especially breathing. Examine your
life with rigorous honesty (as we say in certain circles) and know not
only all the ways you've screwed up- plenty of those, right?- but also
your blessings. At the end of the day, would you trade yourself for
anybody else? Be really serious about forgiving yourself. Now do this
with everyone else you know. Practice on your cat (two year old, dog,
etc.). Meditate, with no expectation of anything except hearing your
stomach gurgle or trying to stay awake. But just Get Quiet. Now Get
Quiet with a friend. Now Get Quiet with a whole bunch of people. Now
Get Quiet with the Universe. Get Quiet while being busy with some one
else. Share a challenge with someone, or really with many others. Spend
time with people you don't like, quietly. Intimacy counts- all the time.
Show how vulnerable you are. Again, forgive (because if you don't, you're
a Victim and deserve that Kick Me sign).
- All around, Nature is my favorite teacher and source of Wow. The sky
and the stars at night are good for the Spectacular, close up, my cats and
my garden are good; in life, kids and old folks are the best.
- Whatver you do or don't do, Lighten Up.
Like all Southwesterners, I have a _nicho_ in my house- my sacred space-
and along with the Virgin of Guadalupe, I have a little rubber finger
puppet of Kali, red toungue poking out her little blue face, and an
overwhelming wild-eyed little plastic California Raisin. These crack me
up, and keep it all in perspective.
Congratulations! When you make these part of your life, you're ready for
Goddess or even her little brother, or just Being, no labels needed.
You're seeing the movie. Later if you want you can read the book. Or not.
(Author unknown)
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